Purr Inside Of Me

I think it’ll be a positive note, although not everything is as I wanted to be. But still there are some positives, which makes the whole month good. I can mark it with strong B.


First and foremost thing - 95% chance that Amaya is totally healthy! The last TLI test shows, that the hormone stays within normal limits without Amylactiv medicines. It means, that she doesn’t have to take medicines anymore! We also have to repeat TLI test after 3 months and then after 6 months to make sure, that it’s not temporary improvement. Keep your fingers crossed!

But a general blood test isn’t very good (Amaya has increased lymphocyte count) so we also made an ultrasound examination, it showed nothing wrong.
Furthermore vet told me, that pancreas looks really good, if he wouldn’t make her ultrasound test before he wouldn’t even think, that pancreas was in bad condition in the past.
So now we need to control how does she feel and we’re going to repeat general blood test the same time as TLI.

We also decided to modificate cats diet - we’re trying BARF feeding. My cats had never used this diet in the past, but I would love to feed them healthy.

Food which they ate until today was of course high quality, but still I had to supplement it with dry veterinary food (which has a weak composition of ingredients) and with natural medicines. All my cats have a problem with crystals in urine, urine pH is alkaline - it’s not good :(
We would like to resign first of all from dry food and maybe from medicines too (but later). I hope, that well-balanced BARF let us do this.

I bought some BARF samples for now, because near my home there is cat breeding, which feeds pets with BARF.
We use it for 2 days and it looks weak…
Cats don’t want to eat it, Purka did it once, Amaya tried a little bit, Misio didn’t want even try. Next time I tried to mix BARF with food, which they normally eat, but no one touched such a mixture…
I have no idea how to force them to eat healthy food, I can’t day by day categorically stop feeding them with dry food, I have to make it slowly, because I’m afraid of problems with urine and peeing.
No further facilitated by the fact, that it’s really hard to make a urine test for Amaya. We made it for Purka and Misio before we started feeding with BARF, we couldn’t make it for Amaya… :(

I heard that it’s hard to begin with BARF… I’m not sure if I should let them starve for one day, because we still can’t feed only with BARF for now.

Let’s change the subject - at the beginning of the month I bought my first glasses! Ok, ok - not really first, I wore glasses when I was a kid, but I don’t remember it ;)
Well, to be honest I really feel better now!
Of course I see better, but I also like myself more than before.
I like how people wearing glasses look like for a long time, sometimes I tried to imagine myself with glasses too…
And now it’s the moment, when I really need them; it’ll probably sound strange, but I’m happy about that!

Last weekend we had a driving license course with Adam. I finally make up my mind to have a driving license. It facilitates to visit some places with a car, for e.g. when we travel somewhere we can rent a car. We’ll have to do it if we realize our next holiday's plans. And… I think that we could buy our car, but I’ll plan it when we’ll pass all exams. When I’m looking at statistics I know that it’ll be probably hard to pass it, but I hope that I’ll be able to make it until next year :)
I learned a lot of useful things on this course, I also got a book to complete knowledge and now I’m making a lot of tests (similar to this final exam).
I’m starting my driving lessons on Friday! I’m afraid of that a little bit, because I didn’t have any occasion to even turn the ignition key, and I realized, that this first lesson is on the public street! Well… maneuvering area is too mainstream!
Anyway, keep your fingers crossed and try to watch out, when you’ll see blondie girl in “L” car on Ursynow district in Warsaw - just in case ;)

The weather is recently very nice, so I use my bike wherever I can! We also made our first grill this summer last weekend! We went to Kabaty forest with the bike!

Maja loves to spend her free time outside, we also like going for a walk. I think, maybe it won’t be so bad when we’ll go to the mountains in July… :)

Our trip is closer and closer! I’m worried about how she’ll be able to stand 6-8 hours on the trail. We’ll go early morning (when Maja’ll wake up) and we’ll go back to the small town around 1:00 - 3:00 pm. Usually she has a nap time around 10:00 am - 12:00 pm. It’ll be hard for her, because she doesn’t like to sleep in Tula baby carrier.
Later, when we’ll go to Wroclaw and Katowice it’ll be easier, because we’ll use a stroller. But it’s impossible to use stroller on the mountain trail…
We’ll see, I’m trying to not to worry about it now, I hope, that Maja won’t be bored after 1 hour walking…

I really love to travel, it’s one of my biggest dream to travel a lot! I really would love to infect her with travelling! I want her to expect with impatience each one trip - like me :)

I’m going to make my second tattoo in August. It’ll be related also with traveling, but more with crossing my own borders and with believing in myself and in my opportunities. I’m still working with it, I know that I have really low self-esteem. But I’m on a good way to handle it! I can fight for my now and I can also publicly express your opinion. It’s really a lot of if I would compare it with the past.
I’m going to show you my tattoo when it’ll be done.

No one like to be judged by people, I often encounter such behavior.
I should probably ignore it, but the last situation really touched me more than others.
That was a situation, when one of member of my family judged me (but he completely didn’t know the situation), and he badmouth me with his best friend… He could talk to me first, he could ask me about it and make sure, that he really understood my behavior and course of events…
And again I learn that you don’t choose your family…
But every cloud's got a silver lining, now I know who to avoid in future :)