Some changes have occurred in my private life since I last wrote here. I had some calm moments, but also these tough ones happened. You know, sometimes I couldn’t find any strength and motivation… just like that. Well, I still feel this way from time to time. Hesitating between willing to survive and a desire to disappear once and for all. This is my everyday life.
Again the same… I’ve disappeared for few months. I was supposed to write at the end of April, but every time I tried, something wrong was happening to me.
There are some days, when I feel I can do everything I want to; and also there are days when I would prefer to disappear leaving no trace.
February has already begun.
I thought I’ll be able to make a note before January ends, but after all, I had so much to do, that I couldn’t easily handle everything. Ran out of time to write.
I’ve been quiet for a long time again.
Actually, it’s not the best time for me, I have no power and to be honest - I’m not even trying to gain it. I would like to become invisible right now.
Autumnal walks make me calmer, but even if I’m willing to go to the forest, I’m not feeling much better.
I was supposed to write this post earlier, but actually the time was slipping through my fingers. I realized about it right now, it’s been a month since we’ve return from the Tricity. So today I’m not going to write a lot, photos are enough.
Some time ago I’ve written a post about 20 things you surely don’t know about me.
So now it’s a perfect time for 20 things which maybe you don’t know about cats.
Well… Nothing extraordinary had happened since I’ve last written here, but anyway I have a lot of to say right now.
Every time I make a ridiculously long post I make categories, just to make it easier for you to read only these parts you like.
To be honest, I had no idea how much time will take me to write this post. My recent lack of motivation doesn’t let me to do my stuff as fast as I usually do. Everything I try to make is too tiring. And believe me, I have not enough strength to fight with my own demons and force myself to be always on time with things I need to do. sometimes I feel that I’ve lost somewhere. I don’t know where to go and what to do. Maybe I’ve just lost myself.
Well, March has finally came here…
The time between the New Year and today has passed away so quick and imperceptibly. Just like I would fall asleep for more than 2 months.
Damn, January has passed away so quickly, I’ve just realized that it’s almost the middle of the February.
I’ve spent the whole of January preparing for the Warsaw Coffee Festival and collecting things for the coffee shop. I haven’t mentioned before about the festival, you have to forgive me. It was a spontaneous decision, and to be honest, I wasn’t sure almost till the end if we’ll be able to go there. We didn’t have a lot of time to buy and assemble everything we needed. But we did it!
Dreamer with unlimited imagination. Not always patient, in part spitfire. Terribly afraid of loneliness and too long lasted silence. DIY lover, crazy cat lady, artistic soul. Autumn spirit.
To be honest, I had no idea how much time will take me to write this post. My recent lack of motivation doesn’t let me to do my stuff as fast as I usually do. Everything I try to make is too tiring. And believe me, I have not enough strength to fight with my own demons and force myself to be always on time with things I need to do. sometimes I feel that I’ve lost somewhere. I don’t know where to go and what to do. Maybe I’ve just lost myself.
