Purr Inside Of Me

To be honest, I had no idea how much time will take me to write this post. My recent lack of motivation doesn’t let me to do my stuff as fast as I usually do. Everything I try to make is too tiring. And believe me, I have not enough strength to fight with my own demons and force myself to be always on time with things I need to do. sometimes I feel that I’ve lost somewhere. I don’t know where to go and what to do. Maybe I’ve just lost myself.

Well, March has finally came here…
The time between the New Year and today has passed away so quick and imperceptibly. Just like I would fall asleep for more than 2 months.

Damn, January has passed away so quickly, I’ve just realized that it’s almost the middle of the February.

I’ve spent the whole of January preparing for the Warsaw Coffee Festival and collecting things for the coffee shop. I haven’t mentioned before about the festival, you have to forgive me. It was a spontaneous decision, and to be honest, I wasn’t sure almost till the end if we’ll be able to go there. We didn’t have a lot of time to buy and assemble everything we needed. But we did it!

As I told my friend some time ago - I can count on one hand the number of people who really know me. All my friends (even close to me) know as much as I want them to know about my life.

It’s a perfect time, to sum up 2018.
This time I’m not going to divide it into monthly sections because everything that happened to me was tangling and fading smoothly into each other. All the months were mixing together to make one huge shape. It was a really strenuous and rich time for me.

Oh, since August a lot of things are happening to me, I don’t even know what to start from…

All in all I didn’t write in June. I was promising you to add a note by the end of the month, but I had a lot of to do, so I had almost no free time. The most time consuming was making a movie. It’s really easy, but I had to pick not a lot of photos (from thousands of great shots) and movies, cut them, adjust contrast and find the soundtrack, which fits the theme and movie time.

It has been so long since I last wrote here. I had a lot of things to do and to be honest - I was even looking for new excuses for “I don’t have time for blogging right now”.
But I’m back right now, I always return here, no matter what...

It’s around one month since we have returned from Taipei. I planned to write something here earlier, but to be honest - partly I didn’t have a time, and mostly I didn’t want to…
Few unpleasant things happened to me and I just wanted to get used to them.

Well… I’ve been sick since we arrived in Taiwan and I still didn’t fully heal! I just caught the flu. I was taking tons of medicines and every time when I thought I’m finally getting better, flu has returned!
I had to cancel every meeting I had during this week. I hope then next week will stay exactly as I planned it before because I've already fallen behind with my duties.